I haven’t washed my hair in a few days. I wiped off all of my makeup. People ask me what my eyebrows look like without makeup. I tell them that’s something I wish to keep to myself. I share my bare face with lovers as if it’s a privilege. When having that lover in the first place is a privilege in itself. I’m on call tomorrow. I have a psychiatrist appointment at 12 and it’s 30 minutes away. I have a psychologist appointment at 4 and it’s 30 minutes away. I bought things at Michael’s today to make glitter jars. I want to share them with you. Especially when you’re around big crowds in small spaces. Especially when it’s a bad day and you don’t want to get out of bed. I wish I had a jar right now, my feelings won’t stop swarming around.