This will be the last time.
The last time you’ll be reminded of us.
Of what we had, did, and wanted to do.
It’s quite bitter now, and for that I apologize.
I should have left it alone when I had the chance.
Don’t get me wrong, I don’t regret us.
Not for one ******* second.
I regret that I wasn’t the one that could make you happy.
I regret that I wasn’t the one who could brighten your day with one smile.
I regret that I couldn’t bring you to where you needed to be.
After all, you did all that for me.
Regardless of miles or paths, I will never regret you, or us.
I will never regret our **** days in your bed being playful.
I will never regret the kisses and hugs that brought my world back into focus.
And I will never regret you.
I removed the necklace and rings for one reason.
I can’t live with the constant reminder that I lost the best part of my life.
Truly, I will miss you.
But you need more than just me.
So fly and be free from this cage of moral incompetency.
Now, I give you permission.
Permission to live freely.
Now, go.
And please don’t forget me, or the time I spent by your side.
For I will never truly be completely gone from there.
Only temporarily misplaced, and ready for when you may need me once again.