I’m so new to this whole like give God your all.
And I have messed up time and time again.
I stopped reading my bible and stopped really being involved beside going to church.
But like in the extent in my week that’s all I do.
And today something was pulling me to sit and read my bible and not take a 2 hour nap.
And I kept fighting it and fighting it.
And I did. I read.
And I started with psalm because I like to write poetry.
So I’m like on psalm 6 and I just feel like that was written for me in the moment.
And it’s sooo crazy.
My pastor and mentors always talk about obeying Gods orders when he tells you do something.
And like He was talking to me.
He was calling for me to sit at His throne.
He pleading me for to stop and spend time with him ...