I want someone to hug me And say everything is going to be fine. Where's my dad when I need him the most? Had a fight with my mum. She sent me a very long text and I just don't know what should I reply. Why is everyone pushing me? What's life anyway.. It is not fair to only be happy when you're with people while inside you is in chaos. I wanna swear alot, but swear doesn't really give anything in return. I wanna **** myself but it doesn't work that way. I wanna tell someone how I really feel, But there's nothing they can do. I can't take this anymore. Just why..... Where can I find pills that can make me sleep forever?