i start to count down the seconds that i will still be able to love you. 10 my fingers tangle with yours. 9 i press my head to your chest and feel your heart breaking. 8 i will whisper my favorite words to you. 7 lilac, sunshine blueberry, wonder. 6 sing to me your favorite song that reminds you of home. 5 draw flowers and butterflies on my hand in your favorite color. 4 show me the scar on your arm where you burned it making brownies. 3 let me brush your hair and put a dandelion behind your ear. 2 lay with me one more time and let me remember how we fit perfectly together 1 i’ll kiss the tears away from your eyes and cheeks and tell you that i will see you when i wake up. 0 our time is up darling. i miss you already.