Under the bus Into traffic Out the window Into the sky Into the world Without a care without a thought Of how I felt Of the effect On a small child Knowing nothing else Exposed to nothing else I get it Times were tough But I'm still reeling myself in I was lost Hidden on purpose Living with nothing In the negative But living none the less It took a toll Suffering beyond my means Bouncing back Learning Adjusting my perspective Forgiving Now sharing Fighting battles worth fighting Ignoring all else Time has been wasted Years lost Always something gained still Useful somehow The pieces will fit I just want to know how now