stuck in a bad dream,
a loop of nightmares of
losing you and leaving you
and I can't wake up.
I watch myself make
the same mistakes
over and over again.
watch myself ruin all
the things that once made
me so happy. watch
myself lay hands on
everything but you.
I just want to wake up
in our bed, in your arms,
while you kiss my face
and tell me everything
is going to be okay.