I did what I had to do
I'm not ashamed of what I did
I begged him to stay
I tried to convince him not to leave
but it didn't work
and now he's gone
but I'm actually
much
happier
now
that he's not here
even though it hurt
to say goodbye
because now
I know
I know all the things
he didn't tell me
so now
that I know
it's like a weight
has been lifted off my shoulders
so now I'm happier
than I was
this morning
and I hope
he can't read this
because he can read
every
other
thing
I post about
anything
but he's gone
because he came clean
and told me
all the things
I didn't want to hear