and love of winter, found absent though i do not lament it – i lament the loss of my ****. lament as the sun rises. and acts of valor, acts of ******* or –suasion, trail’d off as words spew forth in riptide. forth to recreate, to wipe clean. and censured nods exchange, we met not eyes, you were only in my vision’s drift. in my field of autonomous response. and in repose at end of day, all my colors in restful form. harmonious form. substantiated form. and discernable of madness, reparable non-sense to draw some drifting vision. to draw upon jaded gaze cloak’d defensive. and i wander the thoughts, i wander the right emptiness in your eyes. and i wander on.