You feel a strong desire to let them know how you really feel. But you, yourself do not know how you feel.You're conflited, confused and tired
You're tired of the confusion and the conflict

You feel like you should let them know how you feel. but then again you owe it to no one, although they tend to portray their feelings through quotes, quotes that they seem to relate to

And you envy that feeling, just being to know how you feel. you wish you could do the same but because of your feelings and pride you wouldn't feel right knowing that the words aren't yours

You still remember the times when letting them know how you felt was your obligation but right now you feel that is not a necessity.

You first starting writing for yourself. Because you initially thought that it would help with your problems you even thought that it was "therapeutic" but now. You see things differently

You see it as way of asking for attention from people you don't talk to, you also think that it's sad, because you want them to ask whats wrong just to tell them that you're fine. You sad little boy