I feel like I'm in mourning, but don't want to come to terms And our lack of communication only adds fuel to this fire that burns; Our limited time together already puts our love in a fragile state And with us not being able to talk daily is it going to be, do not resuscitate:
The old saying that we've all heard is a lie Distance makes the heart grow apart, I cry; I walk around prown and apathetic A walking cliché, I hear the whispers he's so pathetic:
I send a love note with my latest confession I wait for your reply, it's at your concession; There's no new way for me to sing the blues So like a jaded cop I think I've paid my dues:
I should wire my mouth shut to keep from shooting blanks But what's to keep my hands in check from breaking ranks; They grab the familiar pen and pad What am I supposed to do, I jot down the ugly , good, and bad:
And in my absence will you turn to another, hoping they can do what I do And when you think of me, say to yourself, he would have laid on tracks for you; And I'll continue to write, saying to myself I hope this gets to her But I genuinely hope I'm wrong and this poem becomes non-sequitur: