A decision divides my mind
To reconnect with the past
or
Leave it behind

A ghost of childhood follows me
Missing me
Trying to talk to me

Mind goes auto
In finding a approach
That doesn’t derail
I fail
To understand why
I need to reconnect
With the this devil

Don’t burn your bridges

Mind goes mental
The pain is not worth
Been friends with the devil
Yet the guilt is so difficult to
Swallow

Should I restart this cycle
Of games and drama
Or
Believe in redemption

Guess my loyalty to the closet
Really is atrocious