I thought the hardest part would be choosing how; But I can see instead that it's saving my world or shattering yours...
As a disclaimer, I am not suicidal at this time. I have been over various times in the past, and thoughts do come back every now and again. But I could never do it, so please don't misinterpret this. I just needed to write these specific words on the matter on "paper", so to speak.