My heart is throbbing with pain
Why are you so cruel?
why do I have to have glimpse of happiness and not get to experience it?
What have I done to you to be so harsh?

I can see it standing close to me
Close but far
Out of my reach
It stares at me like I'm filthy
Like I'm undeserving of its presence

I'm yearning for its touch
Its presence
Something so rare to me but something I'm  completely desperate for
Desperate that a single touch is desired

I don't remember the last day
Don't remember the warmth of your presence
Like the scars of pain that I carry within me
Why are you out of my reach?
Am I the enemy?

My heart is throbbing with pain
To why we are repelling as opposite
When you're all my heart cries for
Your touch, your presence