sometimes i wish it would snow inside my head
but i only get hailstorms
a vibrant battering of constant thoughts
stinging upon contact

sometimes i wish it would snow inside my head
but i only get lightning
flashes of bright
they tempt me to find joy until they leave once again

sometimes i wish it would snow inside my head
but i only get forest fires
so destructive and unpredictable
even the maker cannot be fully prepared

sometimes i wish it would snow inside my head
snow muffles
snow is a bandaid
snow is soft
snow is peaceful
snow is not me