I miss you like the days of Autumn. Colorful, beautiful in every way. I miss your soft touch in my life. Your seeds and needs that molded me. I miss you like I miss your smile. Even in stress you were blest with a thankful heart. I miss your laugh, your voice, your eyes. I miss our disagreements, few as they were. I miss the way we used to be together. Like those thrift store runs and shopping trips. I miss you more than the spring rains. The seasons change without you, yet my love remains. I miss the way you knew me more then I know myself. How you called me out, tenderly folded me in. I miss the advice you used to give. Whatever you said, whatever you did I knew to trust you. I miss the way you used to hug me. Your motherly touch, it meant so much. I miss the way your patchouli smelled. Those hippie choices and silent noises. I miss your care for every soul. The tender look of love you spread, a fire, the second mile. I miss you calling me 24/7, all the time. Eager to hear my every adventure, to live in the clouds with me. I miss your clever mind. Ideas, creative messes, uncompromising messages. I miss you morning, noon, and night. Our talks by the moonlight, dreaming of warmth. I miss the way we never used to fight. The way you used your might to thrive when you were barely alive. I miss you more each passing day. I just wanted you to stay. I miss not being able to tell you all I have to say. So much has changed, yet you my best friend stay. And I miss telling you, "I love you" with every chance I had. So here it is, now you know, how I miss you, I miss you so.