Painful Tears Hurtful Thoughts Dying Nights Killer Victims Walking Freaks across the street. Loud Preachers screaming in my ears. Supporting Friends who dont understand. It seems like i'm being punish Praying to God whom i ask for forgiveness. What wordsβ¦ will stab me till i have internal bleeding. When will the darkness surround my every being. Will i have my eyes open to see another day Or my eyes close to see the internal night foreverβ¦