negativity has hit our univerese like a plague in the recent years. at first overlooked and now progressively growing inside everyone each day. in the smallest things subconsciously our minds and the minds of youth.
im not going to write poetically right now i just need to be 100% raw. In everyday things im noticing even in myself that i am influenced by things i see on social media. the memes we share and promote and advertise to all ages and ranges comparing one women or man to one another is toxic and feeds jealously and negativity. people putting one another down. classifying. ranking one another, im guilty of it too. and i just am trying to change the way i look at them the people i envy i have to bring it back and recognize the things i am jealous of or envy i have all of hose things inside of me and i need to bring them to light and everything we want we everything i want can be reached can be achieved. and also the age line is basically none existent but we have to remember it all starts with a vision. it all starts with a idea or a dream. you see a beautiful women or man and them be super successful in business remebers they were once where we were , where i feel like i am. ive been lost my life has been a mess ive been distracted careless , to my dreams and the bigger picture and my ultimate intentions for myself and my life. But then the other day I saw it. I saw my own light. I remembered who I am. I am not the chaos I have lived through I am not the damage that has been done and that cannot be changed. I am the difference. I am the force that can change it all. I can take away all my pain. kiss my own hands. I forgive you I love you. Let things go let people go if they want to leave dont fight it let them go. Let go of the dresses and secrets they wont return. Its okay there are more dresses. There are more people to share your love with. People just waiting to come into your life and thrive with you.
This is the begining for me Forever starts today. The relationship with myself. To build and support my dreams as much as I do to everyone I love.