I sat at the trainstation at 7am and the temptation to jump under the train was so great I nearly did But I couldn’t because I forgot my shoes at your place and I had your smokes and key in my pocket The security walked past me and tears ran down my face making the path for more of them to travel down I got on a train and it was cold I didn’t want to sit in the quiet carriage I rested my head on a window I cried rain but then sun shined and maybe it was going to be all right people talked about their lives I heard them And then I cried again And again And again And again And I still do I wish it stopped but I want someone to really care about me or maybe just like me a little that would be great as well Im sorry I’m such a **** person.