I dwell on what nostalgia could have left me behind. Living in ignorance must be much better than living in this dull, dull world. Believe that there is a thick line between curiosity and cruel intentions, I do. Still being a young girl--Who undoubtedly convinces herself she is wise beyond her own years, you must wonder; 'Why is she so tired?' Just a young, stubborn girl. We have the tendency to create our own problems, our own mistakes. We are human, it is the norm. I just believe that maybe a far-fetched world safe with idealism is my utopia. Sadly, in places like this utopias cannot be reached, nor achieved. We teeter around like robots, always sore from the same routine; With no knowledge of how--or when, we will break through. Does change even exist here?