I’m just completely numb
The **** I’ve been feeling is really really dumb
I can’t grasp on what I REALLY feel it’s like a hand with no thumb
I can’t seem to find a **** to give
Don’t even know why I gotta live
All my friends like to disappear
Whenever they feel like it they’ll just reappear
I feel betrayed
All that ******* love I’ve portrayed
Is finding the end of its days
I can’t find anyone to trust
If I get ****** over again I’ll put a gun to my head and just let it bust
I think I’m just gonna keep my distance
Like a MVP ring for anyone in the Pistons
I can’t tread in deep waters anymore I’ve drowned too much
I’ll just stick to shallow waters with my crutch
Maybe one day I’ll find my lady who will make me happy
Until then my emotional capacity is gonna be really ******
I keep way to much inside
The emotional rollercoaster is always going for a ride