First my son my first born child my junior my best friend little man you are my everything I know I have not been the best father to you up to this point and I'm sorry your daddy is truly sorry I'll find a way to make it up to you but for now I just want to let you know that I am proud of you son I'm proud of the man that you are in the man that you're going to become I'm happy to say that you a better man than me my only regret is that I did not get a chance to be there more in your life Junior you're my best friend you're my everything even if I never get married you are my best man daddy always love you son. Second to my girls Paige and Isabella. Paige daddy is sorry for not being there like he's supposed to for not being the man to you that he is supposed to be for not teaching you and showing you how a man is supposed to treat a woman I am sorry for the awful things you got to see me and your mother go through your daddy is going to make it up to you I promise you I'm going to give you the world and to show you that the man that your father was is not who he is and I do not want you with a man like that paigey poo I love you you are my baby girl when I'm sad you always know what to say to make me laugh I miss you so much. And last but certainly not least Isabella my baby my twin I know you're only 2 years old and you've been through so much in these two years baby girl your daddy is so sorry for the things that I put you through for the things that you got to endure for the things that you seen I am so sorry baby I wish that you did not see the things that you seen the only good thing is that you're still young so I still have time to make it up to you but baby your daddy is sorry and not just to you but to all of you guys your Daddy loves you and I'll do everything in my power to show you guys that from here on out love always your father