As the wind blows and I wipe the last tears from my eyes I lights my last blunt I think to myself what could have been I lost the love of my life my best friend because of one mistake I know I'm only human and every human makes mistakes but if I can go back and change the hands of time I would change things my whole life I've been looking for my soulmate and I finally found her and I do a whole bunch of stupid things and now I lost her I feel like my heart has been torn out my chest and kick through upright for three points my heart is hurting because not only have I lost my best friend but I scared my children I became the man I never wanted to be I became just like my father