Who has power of me is an illusion my father bought me a box when I was maybe eight, that made a hologram you could reach inside and try to pick up a rainbow your fingers smashed together, unsatisfied He is that rainbow, his power is so limited over me It's me who gives him more All the he's and even she's I gave myself over to skin turned inside out, a ****** offering and I don't have to do that I can keep my skin on, and be safe, in the space around me.