Lately it's seemed like nothing could go right. First: work, my dogs health, paying bills, all leading up to the big fight.
My mothers divorce, my brother depression, the holiday season when I miss my dad most. My own depression and anxiety. It was a lot to take in.
But the turning point was the Storm that occured 2 nights ago. The storm, itself, wasn't bad, I find peace within myself when weather gets like that.
But walking outside, The next morning, to my car- to see my front yard tree Laying on the ground, Perfectly horizontally. Dead.
So many things rushed to my mind. I have to move it, I'll need help. I'll have to cut it apart To take it to the dump. I'm tired, I'm stressed now I have this...
I was positive this was my breaking point. This is where I would cry, and doubt, and possibly stop trying...
But the first thing to come out of my mouth: Laughter, A smirk, A deep breath.
And then I walked forward, Embracing it.
Life happens, it *****. But I refuse to let it take away my happiness. One step at a time, I'll get through this. And I'll keep being happy, No matter what gets in my way.