I'm tired, of this. No one understands it. The pain that I feel, they think it doesnt affect me, because I'm young. They don't realise how wrong they are. They have pushed me, shoved me around Made me not want to be myself anymore. Because, I'm done. Trying. Fighting. Being the better person because why do I have to be so good if everyone around is talking s... Why do I have to be the one to keep living if all they are doing is telling me why it's not worth it. How better it will be if we just cease to exist.