If I had known how much pain I would be in,
Would I have returned your call?
I would want to say yes.
Be selfless and say that even though it hurt so much that it made me the person I am today.
But I don’t like this person
She can’t trust anyone because it seems like everyone leaves eventually.
It’s made me lonely.
I would have never have returned your call if I had known.
Even though it was fun for a while.
It wasn’t worth the pain in the long run.
That’s how much I despise you.
That tells you how much I deal with anger towards you everyday.
Because if I was in any control of my life,
I would have taken you out of it completely.
There would be a blank
Where you would have been.
Because the thing is that people never stay
But their memories seem to hang on forever.