Mar 2020
Honestly?
I don't know, I love the thought of having someone there for me if I need them, of having someone I can talk to and grow with as a person.
But I love my freedom,
I love being able to act without thinking.
I love waking up with someone in my arms and then happily living a normal life with them. But I cannot simply sit idly by and not do anything. I'm a free spirit at heart, an adventurer, there's so much to do and I want to do that with someone, but I need an adventurer to do that with.
I don't know, I love the thought of having someone there for me if I need them, of having someone I can talk to and grow with as a person.
But I love my freedom,
I love being able to act without thinking.
I love waking up with someone in my arms and then happily living a normal life with them. But I cannot simply sit idly by and not do anything. I'm a free spirit at heart, an adventurer, there's so much to do and I want to do that with someone, but I need an adventurer to do that with.
This was written in November 2018 - just before getting into an awful relationship, and just after I started drinking heavily. Happily I do now adventure far and wide with a diamond girl, when not in lockdown obviously, sometimes doing 200 miles a day out to nowhere and back
