When nothing but darkness
Surrounds me
I found where I belong
I truly feel at home
My surrounding
Match how I feel inside
My worries are forgotten
All My scars are healed
Another drop of blood
A quick swipe of the wrist
Another cut is made
The burst of adrenaline
Makes me feel happy
  my problems put behind me
Running as fast as I can
Trying to not look back
Trying to forget it all
Trying to fix my mistakes
Wishing I never made them
Wishing my smile was real
Wishing theses tears were fake
Wishing I could be in darkness forever