When nothing but darkness Surrounds me I found where I belong I truly feel at home My surrounding Match how I feel inside My worries are forgotten All My scars are healed Another drop of blood A quick swipe of the wrist Another cut is made The burst of adrenaline Makes me feel happy my problems put behind me Running as fast as I can Trying to not look back Trying to forget it all Trying to fix my mistakes Wishing I never made them Wishing my smile was real Wishing theses tears were fake Wishing I could be in darkness forever