Im drowing slowly in emotions . Im reaching for the top but im too far. It feels like its right there my dreams and wants but i cant get it .Emotions are running deep,im screaming but no one can hear me. Its like going deeper and deeper into the water, wondering who will miss me, should i just let go? Leave everything behind or just drown? Everything goes dark ,if i let go all the pain and suffering will stop, I'll feel nothing. Part of my mind is saying let go just do it, the other part is fighting. Believe in yourself, just reach and you will get it. Your dreams are only far cuz u want it to be. Just put your mind to it and you'll get it.
I chose to fight and i winning. Im not drowning.