my mind frays in poisson distribution. small remnants of your heat invade my chest like shrapnel. the moths lose constellations to buzzing lamps that light our careful rest. we cup our heat in folds of fragile flesh the way the oysters do––these streets are queer, don’t bear our weight correctly. pavements thresh small bones out from our soles. they **** ants here–– the sacrifice of insects builds our nest. air mixes carefully, distended by the probability of night. the breaths are small and incendiary, but dawn means i’ll grow tall and be again human and able to understand pain.