They say her eyes are beautiful, but they dont have to see the pain that hides behind the iris. They dont have to witness the madness and chaos that controls her mind; they dont have to notice the anxiety that holds her back from achieving anything she could possibly want. See behind those ocean eyes, is a world of hurt. So much to the point where she doesnt even know her own true value and worth. She just allows her mind to take over, to beat her down and control her. She tries so hard to fake a smile, but knows they arent convinced. Still they do nothing to help her feel less alone. All she ever desired, was to be held, to be told she means something to someone, and could never be completely alone. But in her eyes she wears a mask to hide the fact that she is desperate for a warm body next to  hers. She just wants to be reminded, of how it feels to be loved, because she so often forgets what its like. So take a look into my eyes, and see I am that girl, just dying for someone to search deeper to see how i really feel.