Do you hear the rain cracking against my window? The stormy clouds that cover my mind. The antidepressants all over the counter. I lost what i used to know the feeling of enjoyment that use to brighten my day. My friends i knew and love that walk out in my life. The lover i trust who pack his bags and left. I trap in my own room the walls are closing in. Feeling like… i'm trap in a box. No one is here to smooth my troubles. No one is here to hear my cries. No one is here… to tell me… i will stay here and watch you till you crawl toward me. Tears flowing from your eyes as i have open arms to cradle you in and say the right words to you. I sit here staring at the window wondering… where did everything go.