On the outside
You smile
You’re happy
You don't know what's real
You pretend not to care
You see such a future
On the inside
Lies darkness
The inside
Is full if brokenness
Tears, pain
You’re losing yourself in all of this
You’re scared
You’re worried you'll do something
Something you regret
Or something you won't have a chance to
You’re worried that someday you just won't wake up
Knowing you wasted your life
In your own pool of tears
Trying to swim out