today you looked at me and greeted me with a smile and love in your eyes, there was no doubt in the world that you loved me today you sat and told me stories of your childhood, of lovers come and gone, there was no doubt in the world that you loved me today you showed me all of your baseball memorabilia and your old jerseys, a smile never left your lips there was no doubt in the world that you loved me today was different today you looked at me, and it took a second for you to smile, your eyes looked a bit lost, there was no doubt in the world that you loved me today you couldn't remember the story you had told me the last time we met, your mind struggled to find the words that you wanted to say, there was no doubt in the world that you loved me today you asked me what my name was, you told me I looked beautiful, like the nurse who had walked in to say hello before me the woman who came in before me was my mother, there was no doubt in the world that you loved me today you forget to eat again, you told my grandmother that you had eaten already you hadn't eaten in three days there was no doubt in the world that you loved me today you closed your eyes for the last time, your brain forgot how to breathe but there was still no doubt in the world that you loved me
this poem is near and dear to my heart. i usually don't write long poems, and lately i haven't written at all. but this was a story that needed to be released from my heart, and i hope it can bring a little light to what it's like to lose someone you love