A part of me died
I tried
But all i can do is cry
He won
I did fight back
But he knew he would win
And he did

Im sorry for fighting
Im sorry i wanted to feel wanted
Im sorry i fought back
I should have done as im told
My heart is so cold
I may be told
Its not my fault
But it is
I deserved this
How could i miss
The evil smile
Mistake it for
A close friend
I will never mend
I tend
To smile
Even when im sad
This may be bad
But i want evreyone to not worry
Im a mess
I cant even wear a dress
Without feeling disgusting
You took my soul
Now i lay a mess and evreyone watches me fall into a slumber.
Maybe one day i wont wake up
And then he will trully win
This is my deadly sin
Im a monster
A freak.