I think I love him. I really do. That smile I get when he’s around. My heart starts fluttering. Feet can’t touch the ground. But he has a girlfriend. Everytime we wave and smile at one another. Or laugh about a stupid joke. Despite how much we care about each other. He has a girlfriend. I want to love him. Deep down he loves me too. But until that changes... He has a girlfriend. And it’s not me.