I was never good at being
I never was
Never have been
Am not
And probably never will be

I took a deep breath the other day
I think I caught somebody see me do it
They didn’t smile
But neither did they cry

If i really existed I would tell you i love you
I would tell you time tickles my feet
I look at you a lot, I try to breathe you
You are real thus I don’t need to be

I can be a broken thought’s saddest phantasy
I can be that
Probably am
I’d be that if only I get to be