Morning peace and self-reflection – an apathetic joy – not caring for gain or worldly wealth, but feeling joyful in the single moment. This peace is new, and welcome.
Strange that I would find this peace apart from God (as I have known him) and apart from religion (the staple fare of most of my life.)
Yet, set adrift from these restraints, I have found a simple peace and an easy joy in finding good and kindness in all men, in all moments, in this time, here. Now.
When I feel fear and anxiety and find myself in unfruitful rumination, I have scrambled for the fruitless pabulum of prayer and self-justification, when all the while the ease of simple acceptance and acknowledgement were waiting patiently for my use.
“That they are what they are,” will quickly ease my heart faster now than any heartfelt cry for peace or justice from a god who is removed from the world, and who seems wholly disinterested and uncaring.