As I refresh up my memory
To remember days in my history
some days arouse my happiness
another some.....fill me with sadness
but while remembering....there is always
a smile…..!!

I remember that day when I was struggling
in this hard cruel world without tiring
Thus...I used to the way of success
just used to it...till it became meaningless
I got almost everything I wished
but still one thing that I missed
till I met her…..!!

Her eyes...her smile...her laughter those I couldn't ignore
when I met her...I never ever felt like that before
she was the one...I had been for so long searching for
finally!!...love & success...never wished for anything more
it seemed like the cheerful world had opened up its door
but not that wide open….!!

She strayed & turned away from my love                    
she said I'm not the man she was dreaming of
she left my heart in a way of fears
she let my eyes in a lake of tears
she burnt my heart with a searing fire
the fire .....of my innocent desire
and tragedy continued….!!

Then the beginning of the worst of the nightmare
Failing...the thing that I never expect or even care
cause it was the last **** thing that I would ware
I was safe on a mountain.... then the sudden fall
absolutely a disaster... the greatest one of all
at that time of my life.... I lost every single goal
that's how life changes….!!

I now believe in an idiom though it seems too blue
that the happy moments in our lives are extremely few
just a few ones....like an early morning leaflet dew
But at least I have one thing left to do
to remember that another dream has gone
Gone away...... like a dusking sun.