They said the heart is the part where feelings are held
But when it comes to my heart, it has no part
My mind is the one with the main role
It's taking control over me
Why is my health on the edge
Is it the reflection of me where am in life
Baby dont follow me
I'm too dangerous for myself
Imagine for you
I dont wanna risk getting better
If it means I put you in danger
Dont make me into your project plz
Dont waste your time when
At the end I'm going to fail you
Cause I dont need a savior
I just need to know your okay
My heart is gold I promise
But I have no control
If your going to remember me
Remember my heart only
Give me reasons why I shouldn't give up
Can you see I'm dying
Each day im fading away
I **** up my life
And I cant have you in it
Hurting you
That's not what you need
Tell me what you know about healing
I will listen
But by midnight I'm gone
Cause there isnt healing me
From the darkness
They are taking my heart away
The only gold of me
That's what they want
That's why they are breaking me down
I seen enough
I been holding on too long
But I'm sorry its come down to this
Please just know I wanted you to have
The treasure I wanted to make you famous but I failed which is not a surprise
Maybe it's a good thing they are taking me away
You cant see me in the dark
Which me I cant hurt you anymore
Baby I love you
But I'm not meant for you
I'm sorry you had to find out this way
Trust me I didnt want this to end like this
It hurts my heart even if I dont have control