I really hope you've got genuine people around you
I hope you see those people
Those that are consistently there for you
Those that are supposedly 'annoying' to you but always want to make sure you're okay
People who see you for who you are and appreciate you
People who don't throw your past mistakes in your face but instead push you to do better
People who will tell you 'no don't do it' when you're now straying and bring you back into the right path
They are not easy to find btw because so many people outchere walking around with masks
But i pray you know who's for you and who's not because you can spend half of your lifetime in messed up situations because you think you've got a backbone when it's actually decaying slowly
And you'll only  notice when you finally fall and get wounds that will take years to heal
We can't journey through life alone and I hope
I just
I really hope
The people around are truly for you because even family can tear you apart.