As you hold the blade,
your feelings tell you to escape,
away from life,
away from meaning,
something out there,
has to hear you pleading,
being grabbed or being stabbed,
better of feeling,
so so bad,
what is the meaning,
what is the feeling,
to be hypnotised,
to the feeling,
criticized,
when you are only just healing,

Only just getting better,
making yourself happy,
but the kids,
helped your arms get wetter,
and maybe,
you weren't meant,
to feel happy,
maybe,
you were meant to be unhappy,
to be alone,
to feel as if,
the trees are your home,

for you are something special,
something to be proud of,
not someone to be,
made fun of,
for you are magical,
just chant these words,
"I feel better and nothing could make me feel worse",
now, how hard was that?
now tell me...
Do you want to breathe?
Or are you trying to receive?..death, danger, or a curse?.. because it all works...

For you are a white witch,
for you to use good intent,
and for you to never,
let the rules be bent...