I don't know how to be myself anymore I don't know how to express my feelings anymore Because you You made sure you made me feel like nothing How did i get that far though? I was so caught up in the thought of not wanting to lose you that I made you a god How couldn't you see that i loved and cared for you though? My effort How could you take advantage of that ..but i guess it was my fault I let you define me How could i let a mere human being just like me Take over me like that How could i be so weak?