I thought i found a way
A way for everything to go away.
A way for my emotions to just fade.
A way for me to be happy again.
A way for me it just be normal.
I thought you would make all of that just go away, and you did for a little while,
But it all came rushing back as if it knew I’d be falling down the same hole I was in before.
I blame myself.
I blame me.
I blame I.
For all that’s happened I allowed myself to love when I was in no shape to love you