I was up til' 4am today.
I looked up and asked God to help me.
I then looked back.
I saw all that I had.
Money, a heroic career, Love.
I looked forward.
I dreamed of all the possibilities that life still had.
I did everything I could to not look down.
I didn't want to look down.
I thought I beat this.
But, a loaded 12 gauge of steel
was looking, open mouthed at me.
I swear I heard it say
"Welcome Back."