I feel like I’m drowning, in confusion, loneliness and anxiety This feeling cascades like a never ending tide of emotion washed away by the regret of my own indiscretions Just as the moon controls the tide, my actions control my destiny As the future is engulfed by the present, I begin to wonder if I am drifting into the abyss that exists within the murky depths of my mind Breathless, I suffocate and cry out for help It is only until I wake up that I realize that no one is there