He looks at me
But he thinks of her
He talks about her like she’s a goddess

She’s the queen of his life
And I know ill never be
She rules his life
He seeks her acceptance
He loves her acceptance

I loathe her
The girl I’ve  never met
She gets the boy and the man
I know I’ll never be her
But I desire the attention he gives her

Wishing I could
I would **** for it
The way he looks at her,  I want it
Knowing I would have a possibility
It’s like a drug
A drug that I cannot have

I didn’t believe in love
Just attention I could receive
But now all I think is him
My heart orbits around him


Then I wake up and realize it’s never going to happen