Memories of the North Sea sift in like sand kernels on a fast, frigid tide: events that transpired outside the confines of rhyme, unfolding exactly as they were meant to.
Never before had I seen so many shades of gray; the overcast, monochromatic splendor was awe-inspiring, instead of being bleak and bleary. _
The smell of salt and seaweed awakes something dormant and eternal, deep within me. I have a surging desire to flush stagnancy from my blood—
salty blood and water come together in a communion of distant relations and movements.
Beside me, a flash of bright red digs in the sand; my child is wearing the only vibrant colour to be seen for many kilometres. The colour matches her enthusiasm and energy, as she moves from one spot to the next like a dancing flame; reflected, a fire glows from my eyes.
Unknowingly, I had dressed in the same colours of the sky and sea, blending into the scenery like a chameleon: an illusion thicker than the clouds; an illusion of stone for me to melt and reinvent at the spinning speed of thought.
I watch my daughter drink the seascape with a smile of wonder; it's her first time visiting an ocean. With our pants rolled up to the knee, we wade through waves, and collect stones and shells. She knows the chameleon who walks alongside her in the frothy surf.
Observing seabirds cover the steep cliffs of the island located further out, in a blanket of black and white feathers, I wonder if people onshore only see a solitary dash of red out here, or if the chameleon is more noticeable than I had thought.