Oct 2018
Over the last couple months , we have grown together. We have cried together, laughed together, and survived together.. I can talk to you all day and still find you fascinating.
This Thursday is seventeen months with you... The best seventeen months of my life,though we had many break ups ,but I think they served their purposes ,You have encouraged me, supported me, and believed in me when I felt like quitting. You've held me close during my breakdowns and laughed with me during our (extremely often) tickle fights,you have tamed the beast that I was .there are so many things I love about us ,and much more to come that I can’t wait to adore ,I’m prepared for the obstacles we will face ,I’m prepared for the big steps we will take ,I know with you by my side ,nothing will be impossible for us .
I love that we’ve asked the hard questions of ourselves, and of each other, without fearing the answers. Even when the questions sounded stupid and the truth in the answers was terrifying.
My sweet pea ,Apple of my eye,one day you will be the only reason I will want to come home to you ,our journey is a journey of thousand miles ,we will face sandstorm ,drought ,but to make it to the final miles we have to take one steps ,and we have been taking them babe .Some days the steps go backward, but we keep going cause that’s what we need to do .
You are love to me. You are joy to me.
“In an attempt to prevent pain, we prevent joy. Pain isn’t the opposite of joy. Joy flows on the banks of pain. That’s what joy is. That’s what marriage is. That’s what life is. It’s not shying away from pain. Denying the possibility of pain is the opposite of joy. Pain gives joy a place to flow.”
Don’t beat yourself up mon Amour ,don’t think you only the ones who have wanted to quit ,Have there been times I wanted to quit? Plenty
Without lying ,I know this relationship isn’t easy ,it’s never easy ,sometimes trust is hard to establish ,sometimes goals are hard to set ,sometimes we don’t want to compromise ,we don’t want to change ,our relationship hasn’t been easy ,sometimes it’s next to impossible,but is it worth it ?you bet your cute culo it is ,cause through it all ,our love keep growing ,notre petit Amour devient grand .
One day our love will create 4 little monkey,2 female 2 male,one day it will create a family .
For the laughter and for the tears and for seventeen -times-many more months :
In love with you still ,always,
Black Panther Aka Endy ,Your luna
This Thursday is seventeen months with you... The best seventeen months of my life,though we had many break ups ,but I think they served their purposes ,You have encouraged me, supported me, and believed in me when I felt like quitting. You've held me close during my breakdowns and laughed with me during our (extremely often) tickle fights,you have tamed the beast that I was .there are so many things I love about us ,and much more to come that I can’t wait to adore ,I’m prepared for the obstacles we will face ,I’m prepared for the big steps we will take ,I know with you by my side ,nothing will be impossible for us .
I love that we’ve asked the hard questions of ourselves, and of each other, without fearing the answers. Even when the questions sounded stupid and the truth in the answers was terrifying.
My sweet pea ,Apple of my eye,one day you will be the only reason I will want to come home to you ,our journey is a journey of thousand miles ,we will face sandstorm ,drought ,but to make it to the final miles we have to take one steps ,and we have been taking them babe .Some days the steps go backward, but we keep going cause that’s what we need to do .
You are love to me. You are joy to me.
“In an attempt to prevent pain, we prevent joy. Pain isn’t the opposite of joy. Joy flows on the banks of pain. That’s what joy is. That’s what marriage is. That’s what life is. It’s not shying away from pain. Denying the possibility of pain is the opposite of joy. Pain gives joy a place to flow.”
Don’t beat yourself up mon Amour ,don’t think you only the ones who have wanted to quit ,Have there been times I wanted to quit? Plenty
Without lying ,I know this relationship isn’t easy ,it’s never easy ,sometimes trust is hard to establish ,sometimes goals are hard to set ,sometimes we don’t want to compromise ,we don’t want to change ,our relationship hasn’t been easy ,sometimes it’s next to impossible,but is it worth it ?you bet your cute culo it is ,cause through it all ,our love keep growing ,notre petit Amour devient grand .
One day our love will create 4 little monkey,2 female 2 male,one day it will create a family .
For the laughter and for the tears and for seventeen -times-many more months :
In love with you still ,always,
Black Panther Aka Endy ,Your luna
Email sent to my love for our 17 months together
